I am glad to report that I have since calmed down from the absolute rage I had this morning – I have been considering ways to separate my moral issues from the damn world machine I operate in at work! Ag I hate writing out of anger, it defiantly fuels me alright but I don’t want this to become just an outlet for loathing, in fact id like to think of my blog as a happy place! Its just that every time I come back here I get so mad at myself for letting me be here another day. I may be delusional but I don’t want to have to not trust anyone and constantly look behind my shoulder all the time. I would just like work to be about work and not flippen world domination.
I am now sleepy from my anger its exhausted me to the 'enth degree.
Let me get through my day I think one nice drive home (zen music included) will do the trick – when I get home I shall go to gym and proceed to be start getting my life back
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