Writers Write

I seem to only write when I am emotional about things... funny thing that because I used to just write nje. About deep meaningful things.

They say that some people stop writing because they find another outlet for their feelings. I am not one to write about the struggles of my people or anything - For goodness sakes i wasnt even there in the apartheid. Come to think of it i didnt even know i was black until a few yesrs ago.

So i took a sabaticle from this blog for two months. not that i didnt have anything to write about i just didnt get around to it, You see more than my struggle to write there is my struggle with procrastination but today isnt one of those well throught out entires, nope infact i am writing because I am emotional.
I am very emotional lately. Shit i hate appologising! I dont like to stay mad at my husband for too long, he is so inconsiderate sometimes. i mean he just says things and says thing and they hurt like did he not come with a mental filter? so i say things to prompt an appology like " you dont even appologise" and he still doesnt appologise!

Wait...All of a sudden I am not quite so irritated as i was a second ago, lol i just realised im about to get my period, which explains the short fuse... gundang'it! ima have to appologise now arent I? and I'm not gona get to have the make up sex.